A lot of happenings since I last posted. Getting my results, getting posted to YJC, going for the orientation, deciding that JC wasn't for me, withdrawing from JC, being so lost in life I felt like giving up, picking myself up and applied for mwti, at the same time appealing for polytechnic. Doa that it all goes well for me as you read on will you? :)
The paragraph above basically sums everything up.. Eh I didn't mention that I was sick during the orientation and ended up going home early, also the same for my first day at mwti. Not on purpose okay. I admit, leaving early from the jc orientation was a tad bit satisfying compared to the other, but both were not on purpose. Darn getting the flu every other month :/ IT'S LIKE A CURSE!
What else? Quitting work (SAD. DEPRESSING. I WANT MONEY).. Tall guy discovering that I was (slightly) stalking him.. That one was like a bullet through the heart man. Pft. I NO ADMIRE U ANYMO.
Poly appeal results will be out on the 8th, haven't decided if I'll be staying in mwti or not for like a month or so if I do get poly, depends. I'd like to study GP for a while but god knows how much I hate sastera. But everything still depends on whether my appeal is accepted. I think I'll get depressed if it doesn't fall through. Must prepare. I've been feeling down ever since JC orientation. Nothing against YJC, the place was awesome and the people there were angels, especially my OGLs but the feeling of guilt when I removed my scarf was too overwhelming+depressing+etc etc that i finally decided upon withdrawal from the jc. If I have other ways of obtaining knowledge without sacrificing what I've been trying so hard to protect since kindergarten, then I'll give my all for it.
So, next is mwti. A last minute decision, I love you Aminah for helping me with it! And who knew.. Who knew I was going to end up with 7 guys in the preu1.2. HILARIOUS KAN? AKU SORANG GIRL. KLAKA KAN? HAHAHAHAHAHA. PLUS!! I also missed the maths and econs diagnostic test thing because I was absent. SICK OK SICK T___T No choice. Will be asking the teacher if I can take the test on Monday.. Aminah said the teacher was also the discipline teacher, so I am...................... nervous. Sucks not having parents to deal with all of this lolol, I never had to even come to school when I applied for Irsyad, A-Z all handled by my mum even yearly book purchases. Time to be independent but I doesn't mean I can't hate being independent hehe. Really sucks. All my moolah. Everything has to be in cash also! Do you know how scary it is to handle hundreds of bucks OTL Its still in my wallet, since I never got a chance to pay what I owe the school currently.
I haven't even purchased the books, mum said not to unless its confirmed that I'm not going to poly. So I'm bookless and uniformless currently. Aminah ni ah, kawan ape ni ko T____T KFC pon xnk..
Currently watching Dream High.. Idek why, I got nothing else to watch. Criminal minds getting suckier by the episode, with less team shots, more of Seaver. God knows how ecstatic i was seeing the 100% negative response from loyal criminal minds fans at the cmblog xD Literally laughed till i rolled on the bed reading the responses. UNITED WE STAND XP
Trying really hard to keep up a happy face these days :/ Its been really hard, especially with less communication with the antisocials :( I MISS YOU ALLLLLLLL!
Hehe I think I'll continue with Dream High, I get really excited listening to Samdong's saturi. I love it when koreans use their saturi, despite them being really embarrassed about it. Y U NO LIKE SATURI?! CHARMING WHAAAAAT! Everytime samdong bebual aku xle angkat seh ketawa, cute sgt xD
Family from KL is here for the holidays, and THUS! we have been eating out a lot hehehehe heaven on earth!
Damn I agree with netizens. Suzy really sucks as an actress, some more she's the lead. I'm looking forward to Samdong and Pilsook-Jason scenes heheheheheh IU <3333>
Anyhow, let's pray that it'll all go well on Monday! and most of all on Tuesday!
ADIOS AMIGOS!
(i need to get translate that to another language -___-)
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