Sunday, January 23, 2011

014; um hi.

So today.. I did something.. To escape something.. Because I didn't like that something anymore.. Because I wasn't smiley enough.. I got sort of pissed off.. And disheartened.. So yeah. Wednesday will be the day I cut off all ties with something. But unfortunately that same day turned out to be the last day I'll be doing something there also, i just checked, wtf. But i have to, no more excuses left and it'll be too obvious that I'm trying to stay away from that something so yeah hehe. At least I'll get to prepare for jc in the morning!

Finally got my rest today after only 2 days of working my ___ off at Serangoon library. The job is fun cos the people around all around our age and the aunties are cute hehe. BUT the tired bit at the end of the day.. No joke ah. Carry boxes full of books, arranging them, tranferring them to trolleys and stuff. Thank god we have eye candy. Not really ah but their behavior sort of fun to observe.

So Wednesday! Results! HELLLOOOO JC! Totally prepared my mind for JC. Will be appealing for IJC if i get YJC. Because I actually know how to get there, and i have people to refer to about religious stuff and friends there. So yeah. Unless of course YJC turns out to be okay, wallahu a'lam. Will see for myself on thursday :D

I also need to prepare lots of stuff before JC. Like the hair bit and what to wear, restock my pencil box and stuff. Bright pink ok. All. hahahahah~

Today I rested, and watched tvxq stuff. Running man to Banjun dramas to interviews. I resort to this reminiscing whenever I get bored. Helps me keep the faith yknow?

A lot of things happened since i last updated.. S5C10 reunion, work, olevel results.. Wasn't satisfactory but Allah has the best in store for me so, tawakkal and istikharah aje lah! I'm also currently on meds right now to improve my skin :/ Tedious but hope it works! For my hair also OTL darn you hairfall. What else?

Rewatching those amazing performances and trolololol i keep crying -___- Oh well. Working tomorrow, I need to eat my meds and sleep! May tomorrow be a splendid day! Always wake up with a smile because trust me, it does affect your mood the rest of the day ^__^ Especially since it sucks lately to be without friends. Have a good day everyone!

Adios amigos!

Monday, January 3, 2011

013; AKTF



THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR. This year marks the 6th year of tvxq fandom. Even though its just Homin, its.. Okay I guess. As long as SME never announced their disbandment yet, I'll always keep the faith! Lets just regard this as a sub-unit of tvxq aye? ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!

I'm amazed that Changmin improved his vocals a lot, he's able to control his voice way better now. Yunho is of course isubdfhoiasufhiasu awesome and I think Changmin won't stop growing OTL He's a bit kerek in this MV lolololol Mcm org kaya, not that he's not one, I mean, look at how he dances, very slick and composed compared to the old times hahahah. I HAVE to watch their comeback on Friday! MUST! I WILL RUN LIKE A MONKEY TO WATCH THEM!!!!

Results in less than a week. IDEK. Aku mcm da give up dah. definitely results terok. Oh well. Retake pon retake. Klao btol2 x satisfying.

Back to Cardcaptor Sakura! Adios!

Saturday, January 1, 2011

012; cm rant

I'm sorry, I HAD to do this. My rant on Seaver and Reid.

Tbh I don't like Seaver, she doesn't seem to have a character of her own, right now shes just a murderer's daughter who is trying to put herself into the middle of the whole team/show suddenly and I don't like that. It doesn't help that garcia teased reid about liking her too, it seems too soon and too out of the blue. and they just had to pick a pretty blond.. Reminds me too much of JJ :/

Plus, both Prentiss and Rossi had this immediate likeable effect, they had strong characters from the beginning so it was easy to accept them into the team but Seaver had a weak first impression for me

My comment on youtube. Its just too soon for cbs to be having a relationship between Reid and Seaver or even a slight mutual attraction between them, I mean come on, JJ, Reid's closest friend on the team JUST LEFT and they're putting Seaver in, who shows a slight resemblance to JJ, blond, pretty. And a few episodes later, this. Its absurd! Cbs already announced that she was going to be a regular now, but she hasnt even proved worthy of being on the team. All the episodes with her has shown us that she's a murderer's daughter, and thats all. They didnt show something strong to make us like her and yet they hinted about Seaver and Reid, before her even developing a character and that is a huge mistake on CBS' part since 99% of criminal minds fans are Reid fangirls, right up from season one. Rossi had a strong first impression, he was focused, and a good philosopher, funny sometimes and Prentiss was a strong-headed woman, very focused and proved herself worthy, and worked hard to do it since she was the daughter of a high-ranking woman and even got hurt trying to prove herself but SEAVER. her actions not only risked the team but she hasnt even shown a strong side to her, always crying and moping and getting involved emotionally which is inevitable but she got involved emotionally on her first case- horrible first impression.

I hope theyre not going to put a weak person into the team- Hotch Rossi Prentiss Morgan are physically and emotionally strong so theyre of course great for the job, Reid is of course an exception, being a genius and even though he's emotionally weak, something actually makes up for it, Garcia too, being the queen of everything tech related. But Seaver, weak emotionally and havent really showed her physical strength? No way. The BAU isnt even ABOUT physical strength, its about being good in interpreting people and their mind! Even though morgan is unofficially the strong man of the team physically he's just as well equipped in psychology as he is physically.

Now you know why I'm good in argumentative essays OTL

Yeah this rant is probably because i read next episode's summary;

Reid suffers a series of blinding headaches and hallucinations that leave him and the team concerned for his health. "

Yeah. I am devastated. I mean come on, why Reid? He has been kidnapped, tortured, shot in the leg, contracted anthrax (a fatal disease), a drug addict, isn't that enough?! Pity the fangirls. Me. He has also lost those he was close to in the team, Gideon, his mentor was like his dad, helping him with the drug addiction, and now JJ, who he had a crush on in the beginning but the relationship eventually evolved into a mother-son relationship, with JJ choosing Reid to be her son's godfather even.

LIUDNAUIDANOIAUS I AM TIRED. EMOTIONALLY. If they make Reid and seaver a couple or seaver never proves herself worthy of being in the team, I will quit ah on criminal minds, as difficult as it is considering how attached i am to the show now, i cant live a day without watching one clip on criminal minds T___T

PLUS! They want to make a couple out of reid and seaver when the relationship between Morgan and Garcia is still like THAT?! PFT COME ON CBS. CB AH.

Hai. I should finish reading the books i borrowed from the library.
Adios amigos.