Crossroads.

Assalamualaikum..

Lately I feel like life's been shoving a wall up my face. It's like.. everything's going wrong at the same time which really sucks. And I'm at crossroads man.

Hit a bump for FYP- in the end we couldn't work with this company that we've been liaising with for a few months already because the school neglected to tell us about some procedures. Because of this, we are lagging behind on some parts. But of course, we're trying to overcome it but wow I feel like my hair is going to fall out in chunks soon.

Then recently my mum told me that her, dad and my 2 brothers are going to Melbourne in a few days- it seems that my uncle's condition is deteriorating and he wants to see all of us. He has cancer and mum says it spread to his liver already. Doctors aren't saying anything but the whole family is really worried already.

To be honest, of course I want to go. I know that one way or another, my groupmates will be able to survive a week without me but dear god, this is FYP we're talking about. I don't know if my lecturers will let me leave for a while, and if they do allow, will my grades be affected or something? But still, working in a group is my responsibility as a group member and I can't just abandon my responsibilities right?

So yeap. I still don't know what to do.

Short update!

Assalamualaikum!

FYP has been going on for a while now. Things have slowed down though plus our deadline has been extended bcos of the monetory issues. I'm really thankful for this since it's been really hectic..

Ok actually I have no idea what to update on.

Ok no wait. There's something. My hard drive crashed. My hard drive containing all the FYP things that I did (mostly designs) and all my babies (i.e. my beloved animes) crashed. I've sent the thing to some data recovery centre but they're still doing an evaluation. But oh my god this really made me depressed. Even though I don't show it but I really am sad because of this but I do believe that it happened for a reason (maybe I've been too occupied by schoolwork that I'm neglecting my spiritual needs?) but that can't stop me from being depressed because of it.

Plus, my thumbdrive was also affected by the virus that was spread around through the school printing shop so yeah, all the files are gone there too but I don't think I have anything valuable in there, alhamdulillah.

But still, I've been really troubled because of it.. :( But /sigh/ I shouldn't be so concerned about such worldly matters.....

Oh well let's just see how it goes from here.

Ok now i really don't have anything to update on haha i'll just end this post here then! Bye!