Crossroads.

Assalamualaikum..

Lately I feel like life's been shoving a wall up my face. It's like.. everything's going wrong at the same time which really sucks. And I'm at crossroads man.

Hit a bump for FYP- in the end we couldn't work with this company that we've been liaising with for a few months already because the school neglected to tell us about some procedures. Because of this, we are lagging behind on some parts. But of course, we're trying to overcome it but wow I feel like my hair is going to fall out in chunks soon.

Then recently my mum told me that her, dad and my 2 brothers are going to Melbourne in a few days- it seems that my uncle's condition is deteriorating and he wants to see all of us. He has cancer and mum says it spread to his liver already. Doctors aren't saying anything but the whole family is really worried already.

To be honest, of course I want to go. I know that one way or another, my groupmates will be able to survive a week without me but dear god, this is FYP we're talking about. I don't know if my lecturers will let me leave for a while, and if they do allow, will my grades be affected or something? But still, working in a group is my responsibility as a group member and I can't just abandon my responsibilities right?

So yeap. I still don't know what to do.