014; um hi.

So today.. I did something.. To escape something.. Because I didn't like that something anymore.. Because I wasn't smiley enough.. I got sort of pissed off.. And disheartened.. So yeah. Wednesday will be the day I cut off all ties with something. But unfortunately that same day turned out to be the last day I'll be doing something there also, i just checked, wtf. But i have to, no more excuses left and it'll be too obvious that I'm trying to stay away from that something so yeah hehe. At least I'll get to prepare for jc in the morning!

Finally got my rest today after only 2 days of working my ___ off at Serangoon library. The job is fun cos the people around all around our age and the aunties are cute hehe. BUT the tired bit at the end of the day.. No joke ah. Carry boxes full of books, arranging them, tranferring them to trolleys and stuff. Thank god we have eye candy. Not really ah but their behavior sort of fun to observe.

So Wednesday! Results! HELLLOOOO JC! Totally prepared my mind for JC. Will be appealing for IJC if i get YJC. Because I actually know how to get there, and i have people to refer to about religious stuff and friends there. So yeah. Unless of course YJC turns out to be okay, wallahu a'lam. Will see for myself on thursday :D

I also need to prepare lots of stuff before JC. Like the hair bit and what to wear, restock my pencil box and stuff. Bright pink ok. All. hahahahah~

Today I rested, and watched tvxq stuff. Running man to Banjun dramas to interviews. I resort to this reminiscing whenever I get bored. Helps me keep the faith yknow?

A lot of things happened since i last updated.. S5C10 reunion, work, olevel results.. Wasn't satisfactory but Allah has the best in store for me so, tawakkal and istikharah aje lah! I'm also currently on meds right now to improve my skin :/ Tedious but hope it works! For my hair also OTL darn you hairfall. What else?

Rewatching those amazing performances and trolololol i keep crying -___- Oh well. Working tomorrow, I need to eat my meds and sleep! May tomorrow be a splendid day! Always wake up with a smile because trust me, it does affect your mood the rest of the day ^__^ Especially since it sucks lately to be without friends. Have a good day everyone!

Adios amigos!