Err, I went to school. As usual. So I was in mwti for 3.5 days? Record ah, seriously. I got accepted into social sciences at NYP (skola sama pe ngn kakak aku, haha tp by the time i enter, she will be gone already), and today, I withdrew from mwti.
Ok, starting from the top. Actually Monday got something happen also. But I don't want to elaborate here, nor anywhere else (except twitter lah) because I'm still pissed off about it. Like, I don't think I've been this mad + disappointed + etc with someone so long. I'm trying to, well, cool down and just drop everything, but too many memories. Too many to drop at one time. I.. don't think I'll wait anymore. OK! Enough with the cryptic paragraph!
Today was my last day at mwti. I ran for the bus today, because it was too cold, and I wanted some heat T__T Its been really cold lately, with the addition of all my classes being held in a fully air-conditioned lecture theatre and classrooms. I'm not the sort who can tahan the coldness :/ Anyway yeap, reached school early, actually not that early just not borderline timing as usual. Today was the first day of separation of the preu1s. WHICH, equals to me being alone in a room full of guys again!
Awkward moment waiting for the juniors to take their stuffs and leave, and wait for the ukhrawi class to settle down.. Then finally the academic people went into our classroom. Tros cm.. mane aku nk dudok.. Settled down, and the preu2 acad guys went into our classroom to chat and lepak. Talk2. Clean2. Copy2 (GP homework). Scheme2. Hassan scaring me again. Irritating sia dietu ngn crite hantu die. Something also happened in reference to the 3rd paragraph of this post but I won't.. write it down here. Siraaj ah basket btol.. Gp homework, budak irsyad will forever be budak irsyad, copy membuta. Da normal ah. And Nash telling me to sweep the floor. But of course aku x gerak pon. Diri, gerak2kan meja je hahahahaha~ at last zul yg sapu.
Ustazah Rozanna came in, intro herself and ourselves. Bla3. Kacau Nash. Best. "& I like pink" He said. "Oh cmtu, knape x join maarif? haha" Ustzh. "KO NK UNIFORM LAMA AKU??" Me. Hahahahaahah~ Then some more free periods, one extra since our maths teacher didn't come. Talked about amaths, irk results, arabic, english. How Zul didn't sign my Maths Class A paper thing during our last lesson. I uploaded the picture on fb xD Nk tag zul kt empty space x? haha!
At the end of the day, i went to the office to withdraw myself from the school. Went home after that. Go mcd and buy food. Hungry ttm ah. So tu life story aku for today.
Smlm? Aku x igt... Monday, this one event je.. Again, reference to 3rd paragraph so it won't be written here.. I feel like re-reading my grad book xD I havent finished writing it..
Haven't decided what to do next, find a new job or accompany nazhir at home, the poor kid. Shopping for poly will be done at johor, abah said.
So overall, alhamdulillah, everything turned out well despite the setbacks.. Grateful for the chances that I've been given. Currently content and happy :)
Okay, scratch that, my heart still feels really heavy about paragraph 3, its been.. a week, i've been feeling like this. I thought it'd be long before it came back but i thought wrong .__. Idk what to think anymore. I want explanations but apparently i don't deserve it due to the lack of communication which is totally not because of me, because i'm on fb, twitter, msn, phone 24/7 and i TRIED ok, I TRIED! I'm not cold-hearted until I don't even notice the absence, and be so relaxed about it. I have a heart ok. I worry. I imagine. & I give up.
Really need to stop being so depressed. And pessimistic. I've never been this pessimistic. I've always been optimistic. but ever since results OTL
Free tomorrow onwards, i think i'll visit the library to study or something.
There was a mention about fried chicken today during one of the classes and i almost teared up thinking about eating them. Lovely fried chicken. Nomnomnom.
I. WANT. SEOUL. GARDEN. LAH. SOMEONE. PLEASE. OTL
Alright. Nothing else to do now. I'll be going~
ADIOS AMIGOS XD
(I gave up on the translating thing)
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