Saturday, February 19, 2011

020; MARIO MAURER

Hi there!


I woke up feeling so pissed! Why? You know the resolution I made in the previous post? PFT, I HAD A DREAM ABOUT IT! I dreamt that the person suddenly contacted me again and gave reasons etc, and I was SO CONVINCED that it was real, it's one of those dreams where you really think it's happening but then I woke up. Then I got pissed because that dream definitely IS NOT help me with phase 2. I'm still angry about everything :

Anyway, I finished the English bit of Abah's assignment. Will start on Malay one tomorrow. Tiring but, I want the money.
I GOT MY SHOES TODAY!



NICE RIGHT?! THESE are the correct pair that I wanted to buy previously! Came with 3 pairs of shoelaces too excluding the white one on the shoes itself. Hehehe. Next, I want to buy a white pair. So can use with the shoelaces that I have. Almost all colours xD Except purple, brown and orange? Hehe. This obsession with shoes is very satisfying.

So today wasn't really beneficial :/ I didn't do a lot. Didn't even finish watching Phineas and Ferb!

OH BUT I DID WATCH THIS AWESOME THAI MOVIE "A little thing called love" & IT WAS SO AWESOMEZXZXZXZ. THE TWIST WAS SO UNEXPECTED IT HAD ME SCREAMING AND KICKING MY BED OTL And it stars Mario Maurer. HEHEHEHEHE. Thai guys.. Not bad.. Ok, what was I thinking, dude, KHUN. KHUN=THAI. PFT. KHUN=ANGEL FACE. Ahaha its a highschool romance movie and god knows how much I love those movies!

Oh. Suddenly craving those cinnamon melts. I miss buying that and the $1 coke and lepak-ing at mcdonalds there. Maybe I should go there tomorrow? & like, try asking for a job? Oh I want to register for kclass again too....

Oh mak kau, lupe nk apply utk scholarship OTL esok esok OTL Malas nk scan ah... Haven't even gotten my confirmation letter.

Ahahaha this discussion again. How Siraaj looks like Minho. Please lah. Sama seh. HAHAHAHA. Nazihah mati2 ckp x sama. Even bdk mwti notice seh muke die mcm minho. Even tinggi nk mmpos mcm minho. Try cmpk gambar kt knetizens, tgk ape drg ckp lolol.

I still have to slowly let loose of these paranoid feelings whenever I check my email and whenever my phone vibrates because honestly whenever I do, I get so disappointed afterwards :( It really affects my mood sometimes.

I think I found a way to stop cussing! I should replace those cusses with strong complex english vocabulary that further expresses the way I'm feeling instead of curse words! Amcm, awesome x? Pandai x? HEHE AKU TAU ^__^ So next stop, dictionary! Oh no I think I want to buy GP books. I like GP : Its very fascinating.

You know, I think whats been bugging me the most is how I really don't believe that the person is THAT kind of person. I don't think the person is THAT mcm tergamak utk buat cmni. Like, maybe there's a reason? Because, tgk je perangai die, ade ke krg expect die nk buat bende cmni? hmm? x kan? idek anymore..

Which reminds me. Need to change my blog link. I already changed my twitter name so yeah. No more of this "contractor". Which also reminds me, I still have the contractor picture in my phone and the stalker pictures in my computer. :/ Bye bye everything.

Alright then. Quite late. Actually, no, it's only 12:35 HAHAHA My sleeping time is still weird after Os, when the average time that I slept at was like 2~3am so I'm still getting used to sleeping whenever I want. I have frequent naps now. Just basically watching random mvs (big bang mostly) and suddenly falling asleep :

Ah! I have a problem! Idk whether to cut my hair or not :/ It's not that long, just slightly after my shoulder but suddenly after watching IU's Marshmellow MV, I missed having short hair! The feeling of freedom when I had short hair, fushooo! But then again, IU's hair is straight so it looks nice like that, but I have very wavy hair, no hope of straightening, I TRIED, it will take hours to straighten, so i dont think it'll look nice on me. Even considering straight bangs but not too thick but then again, i remember how irritating bangs were, I grew them out for the last 2 years I think, it now chin length but its still irritating because I cant tie it up without having clips. & bangs increases the chances of having a pimple infested forehead again. My forehead is now clean and I don't want it getting infested again.

Ah I didn't eat dinner again. Nor did I eat lunch. Oh well. Lose weight. Haha! Like that's gonna happen. My breakfast usually are granola bars and cereal and keropok. After that I rarely eat anything else until the next day.

I MISS MY UNCLE SUDDENLY HAHA MAMU MAN WHEN YOU GONNA COME AND URUT MY BACK AGAIN?! And I also miss my late aunt. I remember how she absolutely adored coming over and play with baby nazhir and she frequently did too since she lives a river away (literally).. Sigh. She tutored me maths before too. And gave me lots of advices since she was one of my more educated aunts. How she always saved me from her cat at her house. Her wearing her baju butterfly everytime I came by haha! Always offered me to eat dinner with them after having tuition. We were really close to her. Her death was a shock to all of us, so young. I cried for a month every night, no joke. I loved her :( when I came back to school, really ah, I sulked every day for about 2 weeks.

Overall, I love my family! Exceptionally close to my relatives on my mum's side. Love to disturb them. My girl cousins all so fun. My guy cousins all so gentleman. Hehe they also have an array of occupations so I can always call for help. I have genius cousins, nurse cousins, teacher cousins (A LOT), future chef cousin, photographer cousins, future engineer cousins, police cousins, racecar driver cousin (yes for real hohoho!), and a lot more. Many resources hehe. And my beautiful nieces and nephews! <33>

Oh, i've been writing for an hour already, off to take my meds and sleep.

Adios amigos :D

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