019; a new beginning!

The last post was a little depressing but, here I am! As happy (slightly) as I can be~ Why? Hehe, first of all, CONGRATULATE ME!

I am in the process of.. How should I put it.. Leaving behind my past? Finally, I got tired of waiting, really tired, and if he really really still wanted to be friends then he would have at least made some sort of contact so eventually, I deduced that he doesn't want to do it anymore. So I sent one last email and, tadah! I am a free woman going through phase 1 of leaving it all behind. No strings attached? That, I don't know.

Moving on!

Being a potato couch isn't that bad.. If you have food.. And when I say potato couch, it's literally couch as in my bed is the couch that can turn into a bed thing. I rarely ever leave my room except to eat and go to the toilet or play with Nazhir though hehe. Maybe I'll go to the library tomorrow?

Groceries are running low.. Pdhl it was just a few days ago that we went grocery shopping..

I finally have a few plans for next week! Going to yishun for a bit on Monday, maybe dropping by somewhere after that.. To avoid further nsidfnwruifnjkzsd moments, I'll just pass the stuff to my sister to give Syakirin later on.. Then to the dermatologist on Tuesday/Wednesday for my monthly visit.. And for this Sunday, for SSS maybe? Se7en yo! Don't get me wrong, I've completely layed off the stalking/crazing for kpop thing but this is free mah. Rezeki. And I only spazz for TVXQ(+JYJ), DGNA, Beast and IU only okay .__. and maybe Big Bang..

But no more of this everywhere anywhere talk kpop! I swear! I made a vow to stop all of that madness! But with the exception of the above named artists. OMIBHSUIHSB JYJ CONCERT GDI I AM SO BUYING THE MOST EXPENSIVE TICKETS (even though, personally their english songs sucked except for a few. They should have promoted Empty but I guess because a renowned rapper featured in Ayyy Girl they decided to promote that..?) . ANYWAY JYJ <3 I WANT TO LISTEN TO EU KYANG KYANG LIVE!

Just now music bank (I thought seungri was on so I watched -__-), backstage, secret and tvxq. When I first read on the screen that the backstage interviewees were tvxq I 100% totally expected a 5:4 ratio of people (ie tvxq:secret) then suddenly the camera zoomed out and I was crestfallen to see only 2. I totally forgot tvxq consisted of 2 just now. Like, seriously, no kidding I expected jaejoong's blond hair, junsu's cheeky smile, yoochun's sexy expression, yunho's confident stance and changmin's mismatched eyes but I only got 2 out of 5 :( SAD LIFE SIA.

I'll try finishing Abah's assignment by tonight Insya Allah, if my stomach stops giving me an attitude. Horrible stomachaches. Felt like puking but alhamdulillah I didn't because I remember the last time I puked. A week in bed with that excruciating fever. We don't want that to happen again would we...

Oh just now the social sciences lecturer from NYP called regarding scholarships.. Introed me to the scholarships available etc. She's very nice! I think because the class is small, she remembers most of her students because I mentioned Ishak's name when she asked me about how I got to know about the course since I didn't go for NYP's open house..

Mom popped a shocking question last night; "What if you got law & management?" Tros aku cm O___O alamak. Then I really dont know what to settle on. I got myself mentally prepared for law before the appeal results but SEKALI i got social science! Both courses have their own benefits and losses so idrk :/ Oh well.

March holidays will be heading to Johor i think for my poly shopping and house setting up~ By end of this year insya allah everything will be fine for the johor house~ Can't wait! Still haven't decided on anything for my room.

Alright then, all the best for myself and to all of you!
ADIOS AMIGOS!