2 more days!

I feel better nowadays.

Of course, the solution to such feelings of emptiness is always the same. It has always been the same. It's really regretful how I keep straying from the right path but I shall try my best to get back on the train every time.

One more week left to holidays :( Back to school after that. Idk how to react honestly, still have that remaining feelings towards studies ever since the incident. A bit traumatized yeah. Will I still have the same drive? I don't know. Mum's advice really helped though, toned the stress down a bit.

Wishful thinking. Is it really worth it? I gave some advice to someone recently and I can't seem to use it for myself hah. Is it really okay to keep your hopes up, and when it doesn't happen, you get so disappointed. But you still do it again and again and again. Because the future is indefinite and the scenario is not one where  it's totally impossible to happen, thus there IS a chance of it happening. But, idk.

I've been obsessed with online shopping again haha, now that I found a bunch of sellers who sell good quality long sleeved shirts, I've been spending nonstop, to the point that every time an email comes stating that my order is being shipped, I don't even remember which order was it hehe. But it's okay, school is starting soon and I do need the additional clothes. And pants. And other cosmetic products hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Oh oh my birthday is coming soon! Unlike other years I actually have neutral feelings about it haha mostly because the number.. the number.. nineteen.... T_____T I don't want to grow up. I want to be like Shawn. HAHAHAHA. But yeah. Nvm just wait and see.

My ankle is still in pain! Haha a stupid mistake I made during work. Was playing around with the trolley with Liyana when it suddenly stopped and hit my ankle. PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN. It's swollen but no bruise which I find weird haha but it doesn't hurt now unless I touch it. YES TOUCH. EVEN THE LIGHTEST BRUSH WILL HURT.

Alright, last day of work today! Shall get ready~ Bye!