JIAYOU!

Tired. Tired of projects, tired of school, tired of not having time to spend for myself, tired of being tired.. Just tired. But I'm pulling through. I'm not stressed to the point that it affects my emotions and my functioning because I know that if I pull through all of this with a positive mindset, it will all work out in the end. I keep reminding myself that this will all be worth it.

Grades are basically a very strong motivation for me; I WANT to do well academically and it's a good enough reason for me to continually push myself and work harder.

But that might not be the situation for everyone. All I can do is to push them to work harder and help them whenever I can. This too, can be tiring but being the one who can think more rationally at this point of time puts me in a position where I feel obliged to help them; not only for personal reasons but also because I can also be affected when other people are emotionally disturbed.

So yeah. End of a short post; Just a reminder for me to keep myself going even though so many things are going on at the same time and I keep feeling like I'm losing myself amidst everything that's been happening. I feel like a robot, constantly thinking about how to improve on my groups' presentation, planning study times, planning what to study, plan plan plan and absolutely no time for me to just relax and settle down. It's just one project after the other.

On the bright side, I just have to bear with it for another week. After next Thursday, everything should be calming down already and I can finally have time to myself :D I've been going home late a lot and I sort of miss my family and eating dinner with them etc so yeah. Let's pull through for just another week! Ganbatte!