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I know who I am in your hearts.. It's not that much but still I'm thankful. 11 years passed and I've yet to find my true friend. Not that I don't regard you all as my true friends but all you guys have this one friend that you share everything and anything with, no secrets at all. The first person that you'll ask for advice, the first person you tell about your day, the first person, friend, for everything. Unfortunately I have yet to find that person. Until then, I'll keep it all to myself. I've been trying to forge that kind of relationship with lots of people but in the end I'm still the third wheel. That's why I open up easily to people but I don't get the same response.. Kind of depressing isn't it?

2 more days. Let's just get it over with. I'm tired of keeping up a happy face. I'm tired of everything.