044; 2 down, 2 more to go!

YES! 2 down, 2 more to go!

Social work was... Idk okay I guess. Stumbled at the first question. THIRTY MARK QUESTION. Super kanchiong! My reaction after seeing the marks was literally O___O Then my mind went blank. Whoa. I hope I get at least half! That one question contributes to more than half of the total marks for the paper! But nvm, it's done and over.

Tomorrow is Ethics! I'll need a clear mind for that. Currently quite done with revising. I have already structured in my mind how to do the paper, like how many minutes to plan, to write etc and the structure of the essays. I hope I'll do well.

I need to sleep early today to qiyam. At home since exams at 1230pm, so cannot follow parents go muhajirin to qiyam there. I shall try my best to wake up and pray!

After tmr is over, all that's left is Sociology! I've finished revising that, gonna memorize the 2 main topics tmr after the paper, so Wednesday will be full module revision. I still have to clear out some doubts. I still dont get what the symbolic interactionist perspective is +__+

So far exams were.. Okay. Same reaction towards any other exam. Did all I can but could have improved. Oh well. Tawakkal. I hope my presentations can pull my grades up. Especially for Dynamics :/ I think I did really really really badly for that one. I really suck at rephrasing the theories in my mind, so I resort to memorizing. But I can't possibly memorize everything, so I usually memorize the most important stuff and make sense of the rest. But as I said, I really CANNOT rephrase the theories in my mind. It all doesnt make sense if I use my own words. So yeah expecting to flunk that paper.

The main reason how I do well during exams is that I memorize like a machine =__= Since maarif trained me to memorize like hell, I stuck to it. But of course, i'm human too and I cant memorize everything. I can understand concepts well but I can't rephrase them and explain them in my own words so I end up memorizing.

Ahh I hope I can improve on that bit. Shall do my research during the holidays. Already planning to read up on Philosophy during the holidays~ I wonder if I should find a job during the holidays. Hmm mum's telling me to volunteer since it'll be good for my resume. But idk lah. Not ready yet :/

Okay then. Trying hard to be a better person. YOSH. FIGHTING.
Happy last 10 days of Ramadan!