Ahaha! I've been watching jdramas lately, so I'm in a great mood :D I wasn't a few days ago but all is well.. I think. I like being happy. I like being entertained by dramas. It helps me, idk, learn from other people and mature? I guess so.
USS was fun! I had to go home early and got mad because of that but I guess I'm better now. I still want to go again. Not satisfied! Had so much fun with them!~ & I'll wear better shoes next time. But my pretty shoes are really comfortable so I don't get why my left ankle is hurting.. Even now. Salah urat ke? But i didnt feel anything before~!
Alright wait, skip this part please i just need to rant for a bit
BODOHBODOHBODOH KO DA PENA TGK KAN KOIZORA KO DA TAU KAN CRITE DIE SEDIH NK MMPOS AND THE LAST TIME KO TGK KO MELALAK RABAK KAN KNAPE OTAK KO DEGIL NAH NK TGK LAGI CRITE NI, KAN DA 230 PAGI KO TGH MELALAK CM NK MMPOS MATA DA LEBAM SGT SMPI DAH JADI SLITS AND ASEK TERIGT BAB2 SEDIH ABEH NANGES LAGI KNAPE DEGIL NAH BODOH MCM XDE DRAMA LAIN GITU KO BOLE TGK PDHL ADE HUNDREDS OF OTHER SHOWS KO BOLE TGK KNPE KO PILIH CRITE YG SO HEARTWRENCHING SMPI KO MELALAK CMNI BODOH BAKA BABO KAN DA XLE STOP NANGES, BANTAL DA BASAH MCM MANE NK TIDO.
AHHH SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF. CEKIK DARAH. DA TAU BAB2 NI KO MELALAK TEROK.
Ahh alright. Warning ah, aku kalau nanges rabak. Igt time tu Mdm Baizah tunjuk cartoon psl leftenan adnannye sacrifice, aku sorang nanges, time cartoon tu dabes sume tgh senyap pstu aku tetibe pekik "TISSSUUEEEE!!! T____T" abeh sume cm o__o itu pon ko nanges?!
I tend to empathise too much.. Too much until i make it personal.. Like its my own burden.. Thats why I'm scared if i choose a job that requires me to not personalize other people's problems, like a counselor, i wont be able to do it.. I've always believed that its crucial for someone to have a person for him/her to share problems with, or you'll really get hurt inside if you keep it all to yourself.. Thats why I always open up to people very easily.. I trust people too easily.. and also the reason why i always like to ask questions about all you people's personal lives OTL sorry if it irks you. it happens naturally, you see. the sudden urge to know about all of your problems and trying to help .__. please please please tell me if it gets irritating so i wont do it to you anymore OTL
I'm thinking of taking the japanese cultural club for cca! But first i have to research on what they actually do lolol if it includes dressing up etc i wont ah. thinking of taking up japanese too but pikir balek, korean blom pro, nk move on xD will be continuing korean soon~ and starting on basic jap kot like what i did years before i started taking classes for korean also that time. masok tros pro xD
So today, as usual, stayed at home and finished off the butler drama after much cussing and kicking my bed while watching. accidentally cussed in front of my dad when he was in my room OTL i was too mad ah watching that drama! it made me so pissed off even after it ended. i mean, why does rihito get mei? he didnt do anything for her! kento deserves her more seh, rihito cabaran die siket je like the 2 duels je abeh saje je ckp at the end yg its mei's cabaran so she has to handle it herself and dalah die sepak mei abeh x ckp sorry!!! aku paleng benci laki yg pukol pmpn. so in the end, i didnt really like that drama. i liked the izumi and miruku characters though. but to be honest, of course i only continued watching that drama because of mizushima hiro hehehehehehe die hensem. his cleft! ive never seen a celebrity with a cleft that deep! so nice! his eyes also! pity die da kawen! Really shocked when i got to know he was married! dalah bebual english sexy gile and fluent pulak tu! FUYOOO RARE OI.
Next will be stalking Oguri shun's dramas. Dabes stalk mizushima xD blm habes ah but malas nk go through his dramas, byk sgt OTL Dalah time tgk crite butler asek pause video, bebual sorang jap betapa hotnye laki ni, pastu play balek xD
and i vow never to watch koizora and maundy thursday and a moment to remember ever ever again those are the movies that made me cry every time i watched no matter how many times ive watched, ill always cry as if its my first time.
koizora was bad seh. halfway i kept crying even before the sad bit started because i suddenly remembered how the movie was going to end and kept pausing to cry and eventually crying for 3 parts straight OTL
Ah its 3am. I need to sleep. I want to jog tomorrow but my ankle still hurts. I think I sprained something, really hurts seh when I walk. Hyuuu~
Ahh I admit, I still get the jitters when my phone vibrates. Oh well, time to move on right? Can't keep looking back at the past! Fighting! Ganbatte! Will improve on the phone thing soon~~
SAYONARA TOMODACHI~~
さよなら友達!
(hehehe finally da tuka!)
ps/: I cut my hair xD at first i only cut bangs (spur of the moment thing, idk if i regretted it but sometimes it looks nice xD) but eventually went to the hairdresser to cut it short. really short. shortest that ive gotten. roughly around chin length. exactly like IU's in marshmellow mv lolol. as usual, had a chat with the hairdresser, she ceritakan psl anak2 die sume xD and another hairdresser remembered me! the one who attended to me for hair treatment the other day xD waaahh! da lama x nmpk my first hairdresser when i first when there~ the blonde thin one. wonder where she went~ i really liked her! the people there very friendly! ok this ps is getting too long xDDD
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